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I'm Alive

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Hey everyone....

So, yeah... I've been gone for quite a while, I know... And I know that when I left was quite sudden.... And I'm sorry... I just... Lots of family things started coming up all at once...

My Uncle and used-to-be-Aunt (the one who cheated on him) have officially broken up now and both are taking two of the four kids (though she still refuses a divorce). I had to put my oldest dog to sleep, and I lost several nights of sleep from nightmares because I stood by her side in the end. My friend, Mia (I may have mentioned her as Miko before), is slowly going blind, so I've been trying to do stuff with her this summer because the doctors say she may completely lose her vision within the next year. And gen finally there was packing for moving back to campus and dealing with the high levels of stress with trying to get disability accommodations for my anxiety.

All that together meant a month away from most things, including DA. So... I'm sorry everyone. And I'm still willing to rp with all of you, if you're okay with it! I'm back now! But if you don't want to anymore, or want to figure something else out to rp, I understand...

Just... Making this journal to let everyone know why it is that I've been gone... There's quite a few things that I didn't even list here that happened, so I have good reason for being gone. Just... Please don't be angry with me, friends. ;-;
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Apologies

1 min read
I know I've done this a lot. But I'm sorry for being away so much. I haven't even started back to college yet and things are hectic.

I've explained a few things to some friends, but that's it. Really, I've just been dealing with my mom stressing over her friends for one, spending day in and day out with her before I leave again. And then, more problems with my grandmother, who now has no money because that stuff with the computer hacker got taken care of, but my cousins broke a hole in her wall and are destroying her house while they stay there, and she has to pay to get it fixed. She barely even had enough to pay my dad for cutting her grass the other day. And then my other grandmother, on my mom's side, is sick and keeps going to the hospital.

Life just hates me right now. >.< But I thought I'd give an explanation for being gone, rather than just leave everyone not knowing anything...
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Kill Me

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I'm soooo sorry everyone for being away. ;-; I am just dealing with a bunch of shit right now. Thanks to help from my friend Tyler, I think I finally realized it was my stress causing me to keep getting sick. So I've been better on that end. But...

As of a few days ago, my dad and I have started to stress over my grandmother, who is freaking stupid. She downloads and plays games on her laptop and constantly has viruses on it. So she got help from Geek Squad and got a contract with them. But what does she do, instead of going to them the next time? She ends up getting a complete stranger that messaged her on Facebook to remotely access her computer to fix it. And the dude completely locked her out of it, until she gives him access to her bank account. -.- And then, add to the fact all her bank information is on her laptop in the auto input thing, so the dude may already have access!

So the past few days, we've been trying to figure that out. But she may have just lost thousands of dollars. And she doesn't work anymore, and she's also in debt to the IRS already cause she took out a loan for my uncle and his cheating wife (who are now getting divorced, but there's lot of shit she's raising over everything). So if she loses everything, she may lose her house.

And then add the fact my mom is raising hell over me losing my scholarship for college (my dad trusts that I'll get it back). I'm already beating myself up over it, and apparently making myself sick over it, but her messing with me doesn't help. She's been yelling that if I don't get it back, I'm not going back to college, and stuff like that. And THEN she wakes me up at 2 AM this morning to yell at me about it. Like what the fuck?!

So yes. All of that together is why my responses have suddenly started getting limited. I'm so freaking sorry everyone. ;-;
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Yo

1 min read
Sorry for being gone today, everyone. I was at a family reunion, out in the middle of nowhere. Cause I swear, I couldn't even get a single bar. XP

So right now, Ima try and respond to some rps, but I won't be able to get to all of them at the moment.
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Hey everyone. Just a quick journal to apologize why I haven't been on in a few days. I've just been really sick these past few days, and every time (even right now) I use any electronics, I've been getting a pounding migraine. Heck, even the other day, it was torture to get through a movie with my parents.

So I'm sorry I haven't been on. I promise I'll respond to notes and stuff here soon. And I'll try and get the next page of the comic up soon too.
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